Two Wrongs

pink hated brown. brown hated pink. is jealousy more deserving than hostile revenge? 

__Love Avery

What A Putz . Avori White

Look at you..

Smiling on a train full of strangers. 

Is her smile that beautiful? Are her eyes that dreamy? Why are you so starry eyed over someone you hardly know? And you softly slide through a mental slideshow you wouldn't show anyone else... And here comes the "I don't want anyone else." This is the check point where it all goes wrong.. I guess I'll leave these feelings atop the shelf... Before it all goes wrong and the sorrow lasts too long. 

Ghost Image - AV

Breeding headaches are intimate thoughts.
Curing headaches is a sweet sleep,
but one cannot have a slew of sleep and the thought be solved.
If one plus one didn't equal anything, maybe nothing would exist, but this isn't the case.. As we all know, it absolutely equals two. In moments of acceptance of what is, we find a softly adored calm... and slowly but surely, the issue will have an indifference attached to its essence, and on more than just the surface, you'll be alright. 


LOVE AV

Imagination Defeating Reality

Eye to eye.
Fingers through hair.
Lips transferring emotions that can't be said.
Visions oh visions
you show me the things that I've been missing.
I did not ever ask to be placed in this prison.
It wouldn't be bad if it naught this solitude of a sentence.
Ball and chain. I won't give up again. I'll give up the chase. Won't give up on love. Imagination leave me alone. I've been waiting for my reality to come.
IINDIIGO

The Strange One and the Happy Twos - Matthew Thompson

We're the ones that hope the ones that are the twos love each other. Do it four your benefit. Take five and express your love because six years will pass and you'll have seven kids and all you'll have for eye contact is a total 8 minutes at the dinner table and by nine you'll be asleep. And even though the food was a ten you'll wake up at eleven watching twelve, wondering how you guys got back to one. Please love each other. You help the world spin a little better. 

Cluttered State of Mind

Clothes from wall to wall
socks in all my draws
i wish i could forget it all
but it's my face whenever i'm home.
-A'Vori

Negative Poem By A'Vori

Complaining conscience
Complaining body 
Complaining encounters 
Complaining couple
Complaining union
Complaining children 
Education through complaining 
Complaining grandchildren 
Complaining great grand children 
Complaining spirit 
Complaints of demerit 
Til you complain of their merits 
You're long gone and when you come back no one wants to hear it
Complaints,  complaints,  because of restraints 
Drowned generations because of what you generate. 
It's time to penetrate. 
Ps 
Let love in.
You'll feel alive, but it won't kill you...


-A'Vori

Truth Be Cold . A'VORI WHITE

You, I don't want to lose, But abuse myself, I'm not used to yet. This can't be the kind of suffering explained in the great books... Speculative Talking -A'VORI

Emotions 2 by Avori White

as of late, i've stumbled across the greatness of eliminations. Playing the man who watches the conscience and understands the pattern of breaths, what breath stands with, and what breath stands against. there's a blurry science of touch without touch,
now clarified through balancing clarity,
subconsciously,
counting my actions,
words,
and thoughts,
making me some sort of genius, is you will.
instead of i love you,
instead of i love vegan food,
instead of i love salmon cakes,
instead of i love standing on the beach,
i'll simply think,
this has stirred my love.
as it has not so much as placed a ripple in my blood
cutting my words at "i love,"
is not short for me;
it's broad;
bold as love.
if it scares one away,
this way of expressing "my" love,
then maybe im just being dramatically romantic.
a brief thought of i love
ignites a lot.. apparently..
and one with a broad heart; bold as love,
wisdom will announce truth
and if you know, then you know
if you don't
all you need is still-learning;
piece by piece education of meaning.

Truthfully Speaking
- avori

Emotions by Avori White

i often find that love is a roller coster.
i often find that doubt and joy can make you equally explosive.
i often find that doubt comes around the more i pick a specific love... to love
 ...i love this, and i love that, and oh that's lovely.
when i don't pick a specific love,
joy comes a floatin' in
and it stays as long as my loyalty stands.
To remain loyal to love, and share it with everything and everyone in a variety of ways, respecting the complex mathematics of agape.

The same formula can get old, irritating and hauntingly boring. i'm not saying one should share their genitalia with the world, but share joy with theirs paths.

it may seem crazy, but i won't give love to anyone, and i wouldn't have anyone give me theres.
But of course, i'd gladly share it with you..
like it was intended.

truthfully speaking
- avori

Magnets by Matthew Thompson (avori)

 i'll only collapse at the hips of a wmoan that will collapse at the hips of mine.
she will only collapse at the hips of a man that will collapse at hers.
we're standing firm,
but we'll come around,
and we'll collapse at the hips together...
but
don't sink,
because with you,
in love, we'll swim,
and i want us to swim freely.

truthfully speaking
- avori

A Beautiful Trick . AVori

to the image, the diagonals are graciously glamorous, it's true.
It doesn't mean the image will be glamorously gracious to you.

The Power of Cold Fingers . AVWHITE

Sometimes I care so much, I want nothing, and on that day, there is always someone in my face telling me how much I don't care, how I think im the shit, and how i could care so much less about how people feel about or around me. 
Why do I need to be harassed in the one season i simply just can't deal with the world?

My first thought... This person is terribly confused. My next thought... Ummm.. Fuck you. 
And god forbid the third thought spark. 
#thepowerofcoldfingertips
TruthfullyspeakingA'VORI 

Dookie . By A'Vori [matthomp]

Mama taught us how to be fresh,
but somehow, i feel like a burnout.
I had the NERVE to touch the herb.
Now in time of stress my face stiffs & burns now,
never  did my mind err how this would turrn out.
Truthfullyspeaking
- A'vori

Save Yourself by A'Vori White

A rush is too potent to be had all the time...
Truthfully speaking 
- A'VORI

Plan for Life [vintage]

Plan for life

by Matthew Avery Thompson on Thursday, June 30, 2011 at 10:37am ·

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become a film writer

become a successful clothing company founder

become a music composer 

become a kitchen wear designer

live in california, hawaii, and new york city

drink coconut water like its water

squeeze lemons several times a day and cube a mango

i will work forever

labor with out pay is ok

to keep the brain busy and pouring talented ideas is my plan 

and im seeing it come to pass

in front of my face is a few realities 

the low

the mid

and the highest 

my choice is the highest

im cool with the sacrifices

so ill work all day everyday til im lifeless

The Girl i Chased Too Late [Vintage]

the girl i chased too late

by Matthew Avery Thompson on Thursday, September 15, 2011 at 8:52pm ·

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the girl i chased to late

israeli we ate

falafel for the first time was great 

and still today im hooked forever

when im there i remember her funny sweater

that inspired me to buy fuzzy sweaters

i dream of her sending love me letters

in a previous vision the competitive girl kept missing

but miss israeli kept her halo glistening

maybe its the lack of jizzing

but today when she travels my mind coast my body fizzles

so of course i miss her

#truthfullyspeaking

- a'vori

Amarillo [vintage]

Amarilla

by Matthew Avery Thompson on Wednesday, December 21, 2011 at 10:51am ·

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Amiralla, 

you craved, as I did, for a counterpart. 

The ideas of us both were separate, but one in the same... 

A future once seen, has blasted ahead, blurry; a dirty image unwanted.

 We'll never see each other again, but I still pray for you anyhow, and if you think of me pray for my troubles because I have many now

Fact Of the Matter [recent]

Fact of the Matter
by Avery (matthomp)

I'm normally single.
I’m normally a loner.
Normally because
Normally I meet a lot of people who are normally not comfortable with themself normally.

It’s hard usually,
To have to attend to one
Who’s usually displeased with them self usually

Generally this person doesn’t love themself,
And generally wants Someone else to do it for them.
Generally I stand a general,
And generalize the problem
Of insecurity as a disease and advise it leave.
But I cant be
Around to coach In the Ora of my peeves

So...

I...

Leave.

The questions I’ve asked the women in my life in one way or another,

Do you love yourself?
Do you believe your beautiful?
And could you make love to yourself until you find that sweet someone to make love with?
Do you believe in god and do you appreciate yourself and appreciate love? Do you find the beauty in the body god gave you? Are you gentle with love and against all bullshit?

Often I’m told yes.
Never it’s been proved so.
…Except for one.
Usually my friends would think its Jane.
Hardly would they think it’s you.

But to make a several story few.
I just had an L
I have the Munchies too
And I hope to see you again someday soon.

Truthfully speaking
- Avery.